Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Tomorrow

Tomorrow we will find out if we have been accepted to adopt.

We will have the results of 2 years of waiting, researching, paperwork, tests, interviews, classes, disappointments, many uncertainties and also intense hope.

If we are, we will become parents of a baby in the coming days, weeks or months.

I cannot even believe I am writing this. Daring to hope.

Something that I have doubted in my dark nights of the soul in this IF journey of over 4 years. We are seeing a light at the end of the tunnel, but still we have no clarity of what is behind that light,.

If we are not accepted we will need to wait more time until we pass more interviews, tests and counseling anywhere from a few months to years.

Today I went to confesion and broke down crying for nothing.

Also started eating Dulce de Leche like crazy....

I am that nervous.

If you see this post can you please spare a prayer? I am not sure how we will sleep tonight.

20 comments:

  1. Yes, I will be praying. I feel really good about this....great news awaits! :)

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  2. Dulce de Leche is wonderful, total comfort food!

    I am praying so hard for you guys to get GREAT news tomorrow. Can't wait to hear!

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  3. Oh I've been waiting for tomorrow! 'Can't wait to hear!!!!!!

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  4. Oh, my dear, ALWAYS dare to HOPE!! You have the promise of my prayers.

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  5. Life is sorrounded by mistery and contradiction because God wants that we feel it exactly how Dulce de Leche dissolves its sweetness softly in the mouth. I wish an incredible amount of joy sparkles right in front of you, making all of us to become witnesses of God's love through you two. With great love of this friends: B and P

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  6. Will be praying for you today! I hope that you are very close to meeting your little one.

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  7. Oh my! Tomorrow is today! I don't know how I missed this post. Praying RIGHT NOW for you.

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  8. The comment I left last night must be lost in cyberspace :( Just wanted to say thanks for commenting on my blog- you are so very kind. I've been reading you and praying for you for many months now. Please know there are extra prayers for you today as you find out your exciting news. I always look forward to your posts. Your life is so obviously touched by the Holy Spirit and it's inspiring to hear how He's working in your life. Your post about the phone call with Dr. H with your list of symptoms inspired me to make an appt. with a NaPro doctor. Thank you, thank you, thank you. I will be refreshing your blog all day today as I do housework. Can't wait to hear your news. St. Anthony pray for us!!

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  9. praying for you in a special way today!

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  10. Praying for you and some good news soon!

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  11. I've been reading your blog for a while and continue to be amazed by how God is using you in incredible ways. I'm praying for you so much. For peace and blessings and lots of dulce de leche. ;)

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